ShiShijin

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Forbidden Life by ShiShijin, literature

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Forbidden Life

These eyes of mine are cursed Sewn shut for an eternity Visions come and go yet I know not of My life taken at such a tender age This mouth of mine knows only sorrow Sewn shut for my whole life Speech is like a forbidden ecstasy Unable to express my love and happiness This lifeless body not capable of anything Forfeiting the life I've known for death Stripped of my soul I scream silently Escaping inside my dreams to forget

Trust vs Revenge by ShiShijin, literature

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Trust vs Revenge

How do you trust someone Let them inside your life Your deepest thoughts you confide in them Do they betray your only trust The agonizing moments of your embarassment To hear your secrets from someone else Backstabbed by your trusted friend Leaving you sattered on the floor Unable to trust again The pain of deciet flows like a poison in you Making your blood boil in anger Seeking thet next thought of revenge Why waste your time and energy You begin to plot your joyous revenge Suceeding will just bring you to there level But to do nothing would be a great injustice

Painful Love by ShiShijin, literature

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Painful Love

I need you now laying here beside me Wrapped in your arms forever safe Gazing in your eyes, deep pools into your soul Feeling complete with you as my better half Yearning for your touch, soft and gentle caresses Touching lightly upon your lips with my own The warmth of your body next to mine My love for you grows stronger every moment Then the icy hand of reality stealing you away Alone in my bed gazing out the windows Wishing to be there with you and nothing more Hoping to stay with you forever

Plea to the Stars by ShiShijin, literature

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Plea to the Stars

Looking upon the stars tonight You find the one you always dream of Closing your eyes and wishing hard You quote the words that stars only hear "I wish I may, I wish I might, I wish upon this star tonight.." Slowly you drift off into a deep sleep Hoping your star heard you this night As you wished all the stars awoke Hearing the one thing you long for most Able to do such amazing things The stars came together and pondered these things The sun broke out and you awoke Seeing her still sleeping there beside you Now you thank the stars every night Because they gave you the greatest gift They gave you the love of your life Forev

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Weeping Angels by ShiShijin, literature

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Weeping Angels

On the silent graves The angels are weeping The lives that were taken Nobody even remembers We look at our lives As though it were nothing Wasting away the time That we are given here Maybe you think dying Is the inevitable Do not face it like that That is how those lost did So awaken refreshed and new Taking on the days ahead Not dwelling on the past Living for those who the angels weep

Untitled by ShiShijin, literature

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Untitled

On this day I looked To the open skies The sun shining down Highlighting the everlasting cries Walking through the fields Just beyond the doors My existence is not What is the meaning of life Dancing under the clouds The rain upon your faces Washing away the worries Of your secret places ( or :your thoughts are cleared:?) Watching the children play Not a care in the world You wish to be like them Having no responsiblilties Sitting on the bench Looking out among the people Your lives come into perspective You are alone no more Shall I never enjoy The pleasures I once took on Trying to catch a glimpse Of my not so distant

Silent are the Nights by ShiShijin, literature

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Among the Clouds by ShiShijin, literature

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Among the Clouds

As the road turns to dust beneath my feet I can feel myself slipping from this reality A cloud hovers so near waiting to take me aboard Up to the stars where the real pirates and myths live Along the way the fairies fly by Greating me all one by one The Pegasus' are next in line To wisp me off into the early night This long awaited party Has taken many years to plan for The Dragons, Elves, Dwarfs, and men all alike are here Down to the smallest of pixies have all come A ship so large comes into my view The distant voices of the pirates fill my ears And the only thing left I can think of boarding the ship I am finally at my true

poems flow from my hand by ShiShijin, literature

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poems flow from my hand

Jumping into the abyss of thoughts Coming up with some random plots Poems spilling out through mouth and hand The pen seems as though in a dance The pen moves so fluidly Jumping throughout the pages of words Like a fish flying above the ocean Each one is in a form but unique When will my pen stop These pages are not enough My pen runs dry and the journal finally ends On to another one my dear friends

A drive in the Night by ShiShijin, literature

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A drive in the Night

As the thoughts in my head go numb There is no one left to speak I try to break to see through This solid wall in front of me The quiet begins t get to me Taunting amd teasing this night Tension that could be cut with a knife Finally I begin to speak up Shattering the silence with such grace The death of my dearedt friend Everyone embraces one another in grief While I try to speak of my fondest memories Stiffeled cries in the background The mother comes forward in heartfelt apologies For the mistake of letting her so drive That night when he and I decided to go out His story may sound familiar It happens to many people I cr

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Fields of Life by ShiShijin, literature

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Fields of Life

This field of broken hearts Each crushed further with the passing days The cries of pain and heartaches Fill the air of night and day This field of lost dreams Each forgotten by there dreamer The laughs, cries, screams, and loves Fill the air of day and night This field of fantasy Where the fairies and myths do come alive The wonders of what we do Fill the cool night air This field of realities Each not wanted by anyone in the world The death and destruction that awaits us here Fill the warm days air This field of wishes Each growing bigger when something new arises The things that can never come true Fill my head with thou

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About ShiShijin

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Artist // Professional // Photography

United States
Deviant for 18 years
She / Her

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Current Residence: Not quite sure it all looks the same
Favourite genre of music: Heavy Metal, Gothic, some Punk, Rock, Celtic, Japanese, Russian, and some French
Favourite photographer: frixin (visit her now )
Favourite style of art: i luv all art
Operating System: The one that shall not be named
MP3 player of choice: ORO?
Shell of choice: a turtle shell if you plz
Wallpaper of choice: anything anime
Skin of choice: The skin i am saving in me closet.... mwehehehehe
Favourite cartoon character: Edward Wong Hau Pepelu Tivrusky the 4th
Personal Quote: "My death was anything but short and sweet"

Favourite Visual Artist

Amy Brown or Nene Thomas

Favourite Movies

Nightmare Before Christmas...anything by Tim Burton

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

to many to choose from

Favourite Writers

Edgar Allen Poe

Favourite Games

Hide-N-Seek.......won't you play with me? *smiles maliciously*

Tools of the Trade

knife, pencil, pen and ink, etching knife, dagger

Other Interests

Drawing, Reading, Writing, JTHM

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ShiShijin

May 15, 2006

Sad-ness

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"I do not understand you I cannot comprehend But when I am around you Love My days can never end As my thoughts and yours Merge into one Loves truest desires Saying you are my only one" please do go and visit ~PsychoCircus (https://www.deviantart.com/psychocircus) tis a great club IN LOVING MEMORY OF CARY DUNHAM "You have to live before you die young"  Ghost of Perdition by Opeth

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ShiShijin

Mar 30, 2006

Hospital Update

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yeah been out of the hospital since the 20th.... omg removal of chest tubes hurts worse then the hard time breathing...all he told me was "Ok turn to the left take in a deep breath and hum.......* more like bloody murder screaming... other than that i am okies for now *unless it happens again* oh wow someone showed me the correct spelling for it now pneumothorax.....ah-ha so other than my slight case of sanity... I am normal and all that is left to deal with is the pain :D Oh and I think I have finally given up on poems....they do not make any sense to me anymore and the ones i have up on DA....what was i thinking they are all crappy... So